Winter Cross
by
Raven (Kara T. Stenberg)
E-Mail: kkss@alaska.net
Winter winds rip through my body
While the pain churns uneasily within
And I no longer notice the ice winds bite
For warm tears streak bloodied face, so thin.
The droplets caress my cheeks gone white
And sear through the frost on my chin,
Falling to freeze stiff on clothes so tight
Like the flowing of years within.
You lay there beside me with heat in your face
That drains away breath into frost
And you, too, catch the blood of nameless affairs
While you're tied to your personal cross.
I'm bound by the shadows impeding my thought
And I'm afraid to swallow the night
For it will enter and hold me as sure as the nails
That pierce hands and feet so tight.
The chiming of winter as time it dies;
The beat of a soul marks the days.
Seconds turned seasons and words so slow
As the blue of your eyes as they glaze.
I cannot remember the last time you were in peace
Or the last time I didn't feel lost
Yet I'll always hold onto the hope that I held
When near you on my winter cross.
İFebruary 25, 1999